memory..

haha..finally, i can use the computer to blog as the house is silent..suddenly, i dont know what im thinking about..everything came through my mind..thinking of some quizzes that i took just now, thinking of what will gonna happen when emma is shifted to pj..*feel like crying..haha*  thinking of everything..

when i read through emma's blog, i was thinking what will gonna happen when she is shifted to pj.i think I'm will gonna miss her so much..i know her since i was form 2..we was good to each other and we been friends for only 2 years, or less then that.i was not close to her when i was form2 cause maybe we was not in the same class or maybe she was close to esther at that time..haha.i don't know why last time i don't like her, maybe at my first sight she love to merajuk or maybe she was not so good to me and haha i still remember that the last time of her always ask people that she was pretty or not? haha..and the most thing is i can still remember the first note she gave me..it was wrote on 'i hate you or something' haha..then she say sorry to me..i was like what the hell this girl is doin to me?? haha and i think after that thing she is very nice to me..and she changed a lot..haha..cause i was not in the same class as you all, so i was like a normal friend to you all..as i wrote in the blog at myspace..thinking I'm the one who is a normal friend to you all.*dont angry emma haha* emma, trust me, whenever you wanna read what i wrote at myspace..tel me..i'll open it for you cause you are my best friend..

when i think that you gonna shift to pj..i was like i dont know..thinking back all our memories..goin to mid valley with you and your mum, to jj with you all, to klcc, to times square, to theme park, to one utama, to your house, my house and clare's house, to swimming, and many many more...it was the best thing i ever had in my live forever..we went walking, swimming, playing, studying..OMG! i even wanna cry when i think about everything we had together..thinking of the first time we went to theme park with only the three of us..we was almost lost..haha..taking monorail, cab,walked, waiting for my parents to pick us up and the most thing is feel like wanna kick esther..or maybe you dont remember..it was like she ask estee to cal my hand phone number and she told me that esther was in the hospital or something, then we found out that she is lying. the three of us was so angry..haha..hurmm, when i think back all our memory..i feel like crying..AND the thing that happen at times square..you, clare, den and i went to bowling and theme park..haha i dont know what are you all thinking but you know what that day clare was willing to go back and we asked you weather you want to go back or not..so the thing is was like clare is okay if you wanna take the dna mixers and so i am..but you like or maybe you dont wan den to vomit or what i dont know..so you went out and started to be quite..you know what..when i see you crying..i was like keep on asking you what is goin on..but you like dont wanna answer me..so i was like..*arghh* i dont like people crying in front of me without telling me what is goin on..i dont know why or maybe cause i didn't cry or scream before in front of my parents or family..every time i cry no one will ever see like crying in the middle of the night haha..i will never tell anybody that what i dont like about  them..so, when i see you crying and not telling me why are you crying..i feel like i dont wanna think anything about it but it makes me think more...
be cool..it was my feeling to you..okay, i think that enough for the day cause it makes me feel more that i dont know what i'm talking about..