I wish i could go back. I wish nothing will happen between us. I wish we were close like best friends. Cause now everything it makes me thinks more.
My mind is so empty for now. I wish we could be like friends when i see you yesterday. But when i'm home, i thinks more and more and more. I could never act like a friend to you. You were one of my best classmates when we was in form 1. We could talk in front of the whole class, hitting each other and playing with each other. It makes a lot of girls who admired you, jealous to the girls(clare, jemima, esther and I) We were as close as a group of couple by that time. We (the girls) message, we go out together OMG is like what a couple is doing..haha.
I wish that day didnt come before..(It was the day i went out with esther and jemima. Then, we went back to esther house and reading jemima's message..mostly like all from you, so then, jem stops me reading your message, and the two of them was talking something, so then, esther took my phone and message you and i dont even know what is she messaging you about..so then, when i see all the message, i just know she is asking you who you like, and while waiting you your reply i was doing nothing so i read that message. And i was shock that you was) So then, i dont know what i dont like about you or maybe you always talk about girls, maybe that's why..Longer in time, i didnt talk to you before and that one day, after school you decided to walk me home and by that time your bro was coming out of the school and while we were walking back your brother was following all the way until we reach your house. I think whoever knows me and you knows that you like me and i'm like the only one or the last one who dont know.
It was so hard for me to face to the one i rejected until the day i met you (yesterday). I wish we were like friends but its look like we're not. And you were like so busy messaging or maybe your girlfriend from your school. It was so fun to me go on a movies, taking pictures together and so on.And it make me thinks more when i get back home..And i think thats enough for the day.
-b^bY gIrL-
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